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View Article  Blog day 452: Light

Just returned from honeymooning in Madeira. The roads there are amazing: weaving in and out of mountains, one tunnel after another.

We went on one of their famous Levada walks - to Rabacal and the 25 fountains - and this involved walking through a tunnel. It was a great relief to see daylight ahead of us after some 800 metres of darkness.

Light

It is not until you see
The bright light
That you realise
It was ever night

It is not until you hear
The birds sing
That you realise
What joy love can bring

It not until you taste
Perfection
That you realise
Your true direction

View Article  Blog day 451: Lopsided

Been a funny old day. Some ups and some downs. The world is ...

Lopsided

We don't care, not enough
About what's going wrong
We feign indifference
When we need to be strong

Eyes averted, we walk 
Glued to the other side
When we should roll up sleeves
We just crocodile cried

And now the time has come
To be counted as one
To pull out our fingers
And to get the job done

So more more excuses
And hey! No more faint praise
Let's do what we know's right
And mend our wayward ways

View Article  Blog day 450: Discord

Time is measured by minutes, hours and days. The sun comes up and it goes down. We go to bed; we rise. There is a routine.

It doesn't work for me.

Discord

This chord called time
Starts me off, thinking
Traps my sad thoughts
And leaves me blinking

And yet three notes
In any which scale
First, third and fifth
Make musical ale 

It soothes my brow
Dispels my despair
Recharges love
And recreates care

Will I forgive?
Forget what went wrong?
Find harmony
And sing you my song?

All that I know
Is the breath I take
Keeping strict time  
To melt my heartache

View Article  Blog day 449: Emotional distance

A single phrase can sear through muddled thinking, leaving a scar which will remain visible for all to see. Emotional distance did it for me today.

Emotional distance

One step back
Hackles rising
Time to leave?
Not surprising

View Article  Blog day 448: One year on

When someone dies, for those that are left behind to grieve, the days that follow are a blur. We stumble through funeral arrangements, donning black clothes and meeting members of the family that we haven't seen for years.

A year later, as the anniversary approaches, the process is reversed. The numbness creeps over those that grieve, a few days ahead of what was a shocking event.

One year on

I couldn’t let today go by
Without a word or two
To say how very sad I am
And that we’re missing you

A year ago, the lights went out
After your life begun
So there’s no candle on a cake
To celebrate you’re one

But one shines from within your heart
A flame for all to see
And today being your birthday
We’ll sing, but silently

Because we’ll never forget you
Precious bundle of joy
Our whisper of lost happiness
Breathtaking baby boy

View Article  Blog day 447: The pen

Guided writing can reveal interesting messages. Where do they come from? Answers on a postcard to ...

The pen

Sinister thoughts traverse a page
At an optimistic slant
Descenders betray a passion
And the tendency to rant

The middle zone has lost its edge
Yet the pen reveals the word
As they say, those who remain dumb
It’s mightier than the sword

View Article  Blog day 446: Words

We weren't snowed in as such today, but we decided to stay at home anyway. Lots to do. Deadlines looming.

Been thinking about what people say ... and the power of speech.

Words

Words are weapons
When you spit them out
When you raise your voice
Above a shout

Words can caress 
And mind control
When whispered wisdom
Makes love to a soul

Words are chosen
For good or for ill
Before you speak them
Think on God’s will?

View Article  Blog day 445: Don’t drink and drive

I've only tried to play the piano having had a glass or two, twice. I failed both times.

Don’t drink and drive

Ma’am! You must not drink and drive!
That’s what all the posters say
If you do, you’re sure to crash
And put paid to someone’s day

Playing piano’s tricky
When I’ve supped more than a few
Can’t focus on those crotchets
And the pedal’s wobbly too

I guess the blur can be blamed
On how much liquor I’ve sunk
Best I stroke the ivory
And not drive home while I’m drunk

View Article  Blog day 444: The word is ...

I went to Plymouth this evening to see Cabaret. Excellent.

The word is ...

The word is
No one escapes the stain
Of guilt, of man's inhumanity

We are all witnesses
And will perish
In the gas chambers of the sky
Gold fillings will melt
Our paper money burn

In the morning
The dream of freedom
Will be but ashes
Evidence that history
Foretells the future

So why do we not learn tolerance
And live as one, in accord?
Why are we deaf to the word?

View Article  Blog day 443: A goldfingered fake

Guess what I did today!

A goldfingered fake

Exfoliated, buffed on a towelled couch
Wearing only paper knickers and a smile
Soon-to-be tanned skin, silky soft to the touch
Lies a goldfingered fake, in St Tropez style

View Article  Blog day 442: Persistence pays

This one is for Phots-Moll ... 

Persistence pays

The man with the open cheque book
Yes, the one who never says no
Brags that, for him, persistence pays
Which, I guess, only goes to show …

You should try, try and try again
Hit your head against that brick wall
Shrug off every defeatist blow
And believe you will get the call

Dream that it can happen to you
Imagine your way to the top
Meanwhile, keep on writing because
Success is no reason to stop

View Article  Blog day 441: Never mind

Some say, with me, what you see is what you get. It's not true actually.

Sometimes - no, often, almost always - I bend over backwards to take into account the sensitivities of others before I take action or react to a situation. I opt for the win-win outcome whenever I can.

Unfortunately, this desire to please - or perhaps not to displease - has to be counterbalanced by the notion that it's wrong to lie, wrong to pretend something is brilliant when in fact it's not ...

Then truth will out - or I say nothing?

Never mind

Truth is hard to take
So why be so blunt?
Diplomacy wins the day
Keeps you out in front

Praise the very best
Overlook the weak
Choose your words with extra care
Sometimes do not speak

Let him down lightly
Scoop up from behind
Massage that dented ego
Never mind the mind

View Article  Blog day 440: Reminded

It's been a hectic working day followed by a fun evening, supporting the local RNLI in their 'sausage and chips' supper at the Victoria and then retiring to the yacht club with the usual Friday night crew. Lots of laughs.

I've had a few and I'm reminded that, once upon a time, I wrote poetry - mostly - when three sheets to the wind.

Reminded

Sheets to the wind?
Minimum of three
Would easily unleash
The poet in me

With a head that thuds
And a heart that bleeds
A goblet free hand 
Is all my mind needs

I'm reminded now
Of so long ago
Having had a few
Enjoying the flow

Pouring out venom
And letting go grief
Confessions of love
Words were my relief

View Article  Blog day 439: White light, bright light

Life is hard enough, making ends meet when the world is in financial meltdown. So, why do some people make it even harder? Why are some hell bent on destruction of others, and of themselves? Beats me.

White light, bright light

Together, we are strong
Convinced we will win the day
But where are the children?
Are we sure they know the way?

Do they understand how
Our star twinkles in the sky?
Do they question our faith
And never cease asking ‘Why?’?

Not till rivers run dry
Or men can resist the call
Will the battle subside
For the meaning of it all

See the white light, bright light
It’s blindingly obvious
The truth is here and now
In the very midst of us

So lay down your weapons
Give up military might
Shake hands with your neighbour
Let’s be friends again tonight

View Article  Blog day 438: Life is but parchment

Long day, full of meetings with people and dancing and a massage and driving here and there.

As it draws to a close, these words come through:

Life is but parchment

Trust the pen
From which words flow
And in the darkness
While thought lies low
Courage, with clarity
Tells us what we know 
 
Life is but parchment
To be written on

View Article  Blog day 437: All right now

Today - well, the excitement of completing my tax return yesterday was a bit too much. Had to spend today calming down and doing chores.

There were moments though. Like, I watched an Internet video on my PC about how to bone a duck. Googled 'bone a duck' and was pleasantly surprised to find I had a choice of instructors. A few minutes observation, press pause, rush to kitchen, follow suit, back to PC, press resume ... That was midday. For tea/dinner/supper/6ish (depending on where in the world you are), we had slow-cooked duck leg. Tomorrow, it's stir fried duck breast.

Today's poem came from a MR FP prompt. And again - it's not about me. It's not even about someone who 'accidently' took the car keys to the yacht club, when I was due to drive the girls - the Perfumed Ladies even - to see a chick-lit film. More on that tomorrow!

All right now

I thought I had lost my mind
Misplaced it, just like my keys
Probably in the bread bin
A sure sign of Al’s disease

Ah, that’s where I put my teeth!
They’re hiding beside my plate
Dinner’s more fun when it’s chewed
Shame I can’t name what I ate

I do try to concentrate
I hang on to every word
Hearing’s going bit by bit
Everything’s sounding so blurred

The Nurse has tucked me up tight
She is one miserable cow
Time for me to sleep, she says
Left alone, I’m all right now

View Article  Blog day 436: Nothing

It's that time of the year! I have spent my day completing my tax return and, before long, will have to part with a large sum of money - I dare not think what the government will waste it on.

Today's poem is nothing - I repeat, nothing - to do with me. It was inspired by a conversation I overheard and is my take on life through the eyes of a depressive.

Nothing

Yesterday came and went
Today is fading fast
Who knows what tomorrow will bring
Or if it will be my last

There seems to be no reason
To struggle out of bed
I’m strangled by indecision
A nightmare spinning round my head

The doctor says it’s nothing
And nothing is what I feel
If only my life were a dream
And not so disappointingly real

View Article  Blog day 435: Senses overloaded

A tricky prompt if ever there was one?

Senses Overloaded

Senses overloaded
Reason imploded …

Listen to the silence
It’s my recompense

Touched with fingertip ease
Tracing my disease

Love licked wounds reappear
Tongues tied, tasting fear

With hope, replace despair
Breathe deep; displace air

View Article  Blog day 434: Right place, wrong time

Playing with words again ... inspired by a MR prompt.

Right place, wrong time

Hey! My clock just stopped!
The two hands, they froze
Now, how that could happen?
The Lord alone knows

So where is this place?
And why the locked gate?
Well, am I on time?
Or perhaps, too late?

The pearls, they’re sparkling
In the bright sunshine
But leave no shadows
On this life of mine

So what should I do?
Can’t wait around here!
Back to the grindstone
And come back next year?

View Article  Blog day 433: A long way

The water was off nearly all day today and I failed to shower before the deadline, so spent most of the day in my dressing gown. When the water did come back on it exploded out of the taps, showering me with muddy water. Not a happy bunny today.

But spent time on Messenger tonight with a friend - we've come a long way. (There was probably a short cut, but we missed it!)

A long way

Friends come and go
But some stick around
With you from the start
They never let you down

No need to meet up
Hardly speak at all
Just Christmas cards
And the odd phone call

But when the chips are down
When you need to wail
These friends are on hand
And will put up your bail

You've come a long way
Side by staggered side
Counting on each other
When your paths coincide

So thank the day you met
The hours you've put in
Creating that special bond
Of trust that lies within

View Article  Blog day 432: Just dreaming

I belong to a Flash Poetry group on MoreWriting. We have 15 minutes to write a poem based on a given prompt.

I chose the prompt 'Just dreaming' and this took three minutes to write. Maybe I should spend longer on it. What d'you think?

Just dreaming

I close my eyes
And think of you
Just dreaming
As I often do

I hold my breath
Then let it go
Just dreaming
That you can’t say no

I purse my lips
To form a kiss
Just dreaming
It could be like this

I wake at last
And you’re not there
Just dreaming
Of a love affair

View Article  Blog day 431: A sick machine

I woke yesterday with a sore throat and staggered through the day. Didn't let anyone down even though I had a temperature, headache - the lot. Sucked Strepsils all day and took a couple of Paracetemol before I went to bed. Today, I am better.

Yahoo needed some update so I clicked OK and the machine has been playing up ever since.

A sick machine

Control, Alt, Delete
Life with
A sick machine
Is not complete

A blue screen sulk
Application
Not responding
End now?

Windows
Is shutting down
If only I
Had that option

To go
Into hibernation
Whenever
It suits me

View Article  Blog day 430: Faithless

For whatever reason, let's not go there, I am focusing on the concept of faith ... or, today, the lack of it.

Faithless

Just imagine the void
Within the empty heart
Of a man without faith
Who sets himself apart

Imagine his darkness
His blind eyes cannot see
The star, shining so bright
Light up the way for me

Imagine salvation
Relief from all his ills
An immortality 
Through faithless sleeping pills

Imagine his despair
As he stands on the edge
The brink of believing
In the Lord's loving pledge

View Article  Blog day 429: Faith full

I was set homework: think of 'faith' and write whatever comes into your mind. So here it is.

Faith full

Fingers rest on the keypad
As I’m awaiting the call
Words of wisdom I expect
From the master of them all

My ears, they feel the pressure
My fingers will do their best
He is ready to dictate
And I’ll translate for the rest

So, here comes the first: Prepare
And second? Do not tarry
For the third? Be brave, my friend
Tomorrow, you will marry

It seems so very simple
Just the slipping on of rings
But challenge is: keep those vows
Whatever the future brings

That’s all for today, I ask
Oh yes, he now says, to me
But do come again and soon
Faith full, you and I will be

View Article  Blog day 428: No doubt

It's not unusual to meet people who are convinced they know what will happen to them when they die. These people are supported by faith - or not, as the case may be.

I am not so sure ...

No doubt

There’s two schools of thought
And, for me, the jury’s out
Here today, gone tomorrow
Or immortality, no doubt

View Article  Blog day 427: Autumn

Yesterday, I had my hair coloured - if I didn't I would be totally grey, like the sky is today. It should soon be spring but the weather seems to think otherwise.

Autumn

Leaves are turning golden brown
While my hair is turning grey
Soon the branches will be bare
A measure of each passing day

The heat has gone from the sun
The wind whips across the sky
Autumn is now upon us
And it is time to say goodbye

View Article  Blog day 426: Rain

It's raining cats and dogs here. Got soaked coming back from a meal out with friends.

Rain

Umbrella? It’s useless
When it’s blowing a gale
But with your hand in mine
This pair will never fail

We lean into the wind
We’re battered by the breeze
Our true love protects us
And we reach home with ease

Once safe inside and dry
With kettle on to brew
Snuggled up on the couch
We watch the storm subdue

And so we go to bed
Besotted with love’s charms
We rest our weary heads
Upon each other’s arms

The slow pitter patter
Against the window pane
Confirming we are safe
Out of the pouring rain

View Article  Blog day 425: Sausages for tea

Last weekend was spent at my daughter's home and, apart from spending precious time with her and her other half (and the other members of my extended family who joined us on the Saturday), I also enjoyed some magical moments with my grandson.

Sausages for tea

Nanna Rainbow is my Mum’s mum
And she’s come to stay with me
I say: Hey, do you know what?
And she says: Sausages for tea

She’s gonna read me a story
But not till I’ve had my bath
‘Bout Thomas the Tank engine
But right now she’s making me laugh

Until I shout: No! Nanna! Stop!
She tickles and kisses me
Now then! That’s enough Nanna!
Look! I’m trying to eat my tea

View Article  Blog day 424: Now, I know

Things happen and they make us happy, or make us sad or angry. We feel. Now and again, something happens that we've experienced before but our reaction is different. Maybe, we don't react at all. Either way, it's a sign.

Now, I know

There was a time when
In your presence
I could not breathe

I was a shadow
Evaporating
In the sunshine of your smile

Nothing mattered
Except being with you

And then you were gone
And I went on, without you

Today, seeing you again
I am not shaken by the sight of you
Not stirred into conversation

I watch you and wonder how
I filled the gap that you left
In my heart

I watch me and realise
I have changed
My emotions are rearranged

Now, I know
I don’t need you
Anymore

View Article  Blog day 423: Thinking ahead

I did an online questionnaire today and at one stage was asked if I preferred to be spontaneous or to have every minute of the day mapped out. I like a bit of both!

Thinking ahead

Thinking ahead is called planning
Something we all do, every day
You may say it’s a good idea
But I don’t quite see it that way

If I were to open my eyes
Mid air, on my astral travels
I might spy a golden future
And how life, with you, unravels

I’d then know for sure what will be
And how our old age will pan out
But I guess not having a clue
Driving blind, is what life’s about 

So I’ll accept what each day brings
As suiting our two hearts entwined
Whether it’s joy or some sorrow
Because, together, we won’t mind